One-Sided Love

One-Sided Love.

I want you to love me,
but I know you don't.
I want you to hug me,
I know you won't.
I want you to kiss me,
I know you can't.
Because you love her.

And I'm just here
for when you're bored,
and there's no one else to talk to.
I think sometimes there's a reward,
but really, there is nothing.
Nothing my love can afford.

For one-sided love;
Why is it here?
It's pointless.
It's stupid.
It makes no damn sense.
Why would you love someone who won't care? Hence,
oh, one-sided love.
What does it mean?
It means pain.
It means hurt.
Torture to the mind.
I shouldn't complain since you've been so kind...

...But it hurts, it hurts,
it tears me up.
Even when I try to be tough.
I fall to pieces, I can't be strong.
I can't be all the things you want.
But that's just it, that's why I'm broken...
I'm not good enough; as I'd been hoping.